I always try to keep my personal part away from the public. Especialy from the internet. But sometimes, on a rare occacion, I let it go and fly. I had this idea of fixing myself some small group of friends and eventual fans. Someone who could cheer for me, once in a while. Nothing biggy. This was a cold shower.
Read it yourself LINK
Small clarfication: i wasnt asking for anything. Barely for a chance to talk. And actualy, a simple "NO" would do just fine. I would take my shit and go away. But no. Ive been instantly banned from forums without any means to actualy defend myself or my statement. Then the big guys started insulting me after i have been cut off any means to reply. Hah! check this delightfull ban message LINK
So fucking mature. And these guys are supposed to be +/- 30 years old.
Regardless... Want me to be honest? It hurt. Yeah. And I wont denay it. Ive uncovered my soft spot and got stabbed. Gues its my own fault and reminder to not do it again.
Now what? Well, as I said in that topic. "So i shrug off, stand back on my feet and i continiue pushing."
What else can i do? This is not some fucking hobby of my. I have a wife and son. And this is the only way i can fullfil their dreams. Yes. Their dreams. Not my. Because i am not doing this for myself.
Actualy, i am doing this against myself.
Read it yourself LINK
Small clarfication: i wasnt asking for anything. Barely for a chance to talk. And actualy, a simple "NO" would do just fine. I would take my shit and go away. But no. Ive been instantly banned from forums without any means to actualy defend myself or my statement. Then the big guys started insulting me after i have been cut off any means to reply. Hah! check this delightfull ban message LINK
So fucking mature. And these guys are supposed to be +/- 30 years old.
Regardless... Want me to be honest? It hurt. Yeah. And I wont denay it. Ive uncovered my soft spot and got stabbed. Gues its my own fault and reminder to not do it again.
Now what? Well, as I said in that topic. "So i shrug off, stand back on my feet and i continiue pushing."
What else can i do? This is not some fucking hobby of my. I have a wife and son. And this is the only way i can fullfil their dreams. Yes. Their dreams. Not my. Because i am not doing this for myself.
Actualy, i am doing this against myself.